Apr 6 2006 08:08 pm
Love you J - M xxx
Apr 6 2006 08:07 pm
Hi J, I'm missing you so much. I put a picture by my PC today of you in the snow last year. We had such a laugh, the snow was over our boots and above the top of the dogs legs and they had to jump from place to place. Never stopped their tails wagging though. So different to the last walks we had together when it was so bitterly cold. I'm sure the dogs are really missing you. Brackie now guards your room, Meg and Molly know something has happened they even look sad and even though your bedroom door is left undone they never jump on your bed and before it would only needed to have been open for a second or two and they'd be in. Love you so much and I miss you constantly J -
Mum xxx
Apr 6 2006 11:39 am
Hi J,
Another day and I still don't believe you are gone - probably never will. I have a lovely photo of you next to my computer. We were with the dogs last year when we had all that snow. Out on the hill, the snow is above your boots. We had such a laugh that day because the dogs had an even bigger problem than us, the snow was higher than their legs and they had to jump from place to place. Brackie nearly disappeared at times but their tails never stopped wagging and it was such a magical day we never stopped smiling - now different to the last walks we had together when it was so cold and the wind so bitter. Miss you every day out there, I'm generally on my own now and it is so lonely but I feel sure you'r not far away and laugh at me when the dogs go in different directions and try to tie me up. I know they miss you especailly Meg but its Brackie who guards your room and is the one who has lost weight - nothing to do with not eating though - I'm keeping a careful eye on her. If only they could talk, they look so sad when I cry and every evening one is always close to me. Love you Jamie and miss you more than words could ever describe.
The youngsters from Sunday school didn't know you but have given us sweet peas and marigolds that they planted for you from seeds. I was very touched and will take good care of them and think of you as they grow and bloom. Love always Mum xxx
Apr 5 2006 09:39 pm
thanx for my hug tina . . . wen me and michael come to kent to visit next we wanna go and see j and it wud be loveli if u wud be able to come with us and nice if i cud give u a real hug, obviousli if u cant do it thats fine but it wud be reali good if we cud . .
ur in mine and michaels thoughts today as u are everyday and its sent with lots of love cos ur such a loveli family and u reali dont deserve any of what ur goin thru.
j . . loads of hugs and kisses to u as always love u
em
xxx
Apr 5 2006 09:28 pm
thanx for my hug tina . . . wen me and michael come to kent to visit next we wanna go and see j and it wud be loveli if u wud be able to come with us and nice if i cud give u a real hug, obviousli if u cant do it thats fine but it wud be reali good if we cud . .
ur in mine and michaels thoughts today as u are everyday and its sent with lots of love cos ur such a loveli family and u reali dont deserve any of what ur goin thru . . .
j . . loads of hugs and kisses to u as always love u
em
xxx
Apr 5 2006 09:25 pm
thanx for my hug tina . . . wen me and michael come to kent to visit next we wanna go and see j and it wud be loveli if u wud be able to come with us and nice if i cud give u a real hug, obviousli if u cant do it thats fine but it wud be reali good if we cud . .
ur in mine and michaels thoughts today as u are everyday and its sent with lots of love cos ur such a loveli family and u reali dont deserve any of what ur goin thru . . .
j . . loads of hugs and kisses to u as always love u
em
xxx
Apr 5 2006 09:16 pm
thanx for my hug tina . . . wen michael and i come and visit kent next it wud be loveli to give u a real hug and reali nice to see u . . were goin to see j and it wud be loveli if u cud come with us, u dont have to but i wanted to ask u incase u cud . . u are such a loveli family u dont deserve any of what ur going thru at the moment. .
mine and michaels thoughts and love are with u today as they are every day
j . . sending u big hugs and kisses and love as always lil dude . . love you and miss you
em
xxx
Apr 5 2006 09:08 pm
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Apr 5 2006 09:06 pm
aw tina its em thankyou for my hug . . . wen michael and i come back to kent to visit wed like to see u and go and see jamie and wud like u to do it with us if thats ok with u?? its entireli ur choice but it wud be loveli to give u a hug in person . . ur a loveli family and dont deserve the pain u are goin thru . . .
michael and i are thinking of you all today as we do everyday
lots of love
em
j sending u a whole heap of love and kisses as always babe
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Apr 5 2006 07:00 pm
elllo, was nice of u 2 pop in a c me smrnin, i no myt sound bit weird bt wen dan came bk in room smrnin i know u wlkd in with him, when he shut the door i told him hed shut u in, i know it was u n i wernt reali scared, dan jus askd me wt i sed tht 4 n i jus told him tht u was ther n then i turnd ova n wen bk 2 sleep with a big grin on my face, duno y u came 2day bt mayb u wannd 2 watch me stall chris's car in my lesson lol. i miss u so much J bt im so glad i c u smrnin dnt care if wt ne 1 finx bt i c u smrnin j XXXXXX LOVE ALWAYS UR LIL SIS XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Apr 5 2006 12:21 pm
heyy j
u kno ive been smiling alot more lately..its good =D i know udve wanted us all 2 b happy even tho ur worth every tear we've all shed 4 u. its still not fair.. i kno i dnt kno u extremly well lol cuz we've only ever talkd on msn..but i wouldve given u my life..really. becauz lookat how many ppl miss n love u! n we hav few angels on earth as it tis...plus if i went 2 heaven i cud learn how 2 b a better angel haha. but i relli mean that...even tho it prob sounds rlli weird hahaha
n ya the other day by yr memorial i made an angel outta rocks hahaha im sure u wer lafing at my randomness n struggling 2 make it look decent haha. but it was rainin that day n i went inside 2 put my skool stuff down n went rite bak out n when i got 2 ur memorial the sun was showin thru the clouds =D
i miss uuu n come down 2 give ur mom a hug cuz it looks like she's been needin one =P
luv ya j...<33 emilyb
Apr 5 2006 10:13 am
ello j!! went ot the park yesterday with my friends,carley,tom n shane(my bf)hehe! it was quite sunny, bit cold, but we thought we would take a walk! me n carley went on the swings any1 wuld think i was a lil kid! lol but i love the swings i was jst swinging really high n lookin up into the sky thinkg bout u, made me smile! i love just looking into the sky n thinking! im tryin to be health and get fit..but i havent got very far, wel i havent eaten chocolate for ages, it feels quite gd! im gald i can come on here n tlk 2 u, hope heaven is as good as we all hope it is! miss u!
Love you always
Tasha xxx
Apr 4 2006 10:17 pm
hi i dont no u mate but u sound like a great guy u r very missed and love i hope u can c all wot ur family have done they miss u loads to j mum and dad u r doin great he is up there lookin over u all dan kent england
Apr 4 2006 08:28 pm
when i was feeling down yesterday i found the comfort in txt you... i KNOW you cant read it and that no one will ever see it but i don't know... i felt mooch better :-) i wrote a song and i ate all the skittles *giggles* today i am sitting her on my chair watching the AC Milan Vs Loyds game and its 1-1 tish a good game! wish we could have been watching it together! love you J miss ou SOOO muich! shazzy xxx
Apr 4 2006 08:18 pm
on sunday night i had a dream about u!
it was all soo real, we was laughin and talking and we seemed to b at my school in the cafe haha.
in the morning when i woke up i felt happy, i no longer felt like i needed to cry each time i heard your songs or saw your pictures. it made me think about all the stuff u had done in your life and how great u were!
I put on bon jovi and smiled and talked to u, instead of being sad :)
i talk to the picture i have of u that has red skittles in front of it :-)
and wow on the day of your funeral i brought skittles and how strange was it that there was no red ones!! you ate them all! that was my sign from u that u were here :) i wasnt at your funeral but i wish i was but least i had my skittles 4 u!
i used to think bon jovi was like naaa dont like it but i never realli listened to it untill now and hes actaully quiet great :)
u have made me a fan :)
hope heavens lookin after u!!!
im glad this site is here so we all have a place to cum and talk to u.
sophiee
XxX
<3
Apr 4 2006 05:33 pm
Hi J, the days seem to be getting longer and all of them are so hard to get through- I still wait for you to come home every day - I'm missing you so much.
Michael, give Em a hug for me she seems like a great girl and thanks to Emily B, Shaz, Tasha, Amy, Billy and all you other fantastic people who are keeping this site going. I'd like to hug you all.
Finding today difficult - love you always J, I want you back - Mum xxx
Apr 4 2006 04:41 pm
thankyou jamies mum for ur messgae abt me . . . i just wish he was still here too but yeah it was a big coincidence so maybe who knos he was lookin out for me . . . just to let u kno we all loved j loads and were all thinking abt u and sendin u our love at this difficult time
lots of love
em
xxx
Apr 3 2006 11:36 pm
I would just like to say, what a beautiful beautiful site. i am sure Jamie would be very very touched. You are a wonderful sister to have done this site for jamie. I can see that you are a truely beautiful person to have done this. amy XxX
Apr 3 2006 06:52 pm
Hi J, the days are beginning to pass but I some how know the pain never will. You are in my thoughts constantly and how I wish you were here. I still cannot beleive i will never see you again - this is oh so unreal and so wrong. I feel so angry but not with you or God or anyone but just so angry that this has happened. This is a rare and strange emotion for me your peace loving mum - I'm sure someone would say its a normal part of the grieving process but it is an odd one for me.
I'm glad your friend Em is Ok what a scare for her and what a coincidence at the same time. I've often wondered whether you looked at me as I stood waiting outside that ambulance not knowing what was to come - I was so scared but if I'd known what was to come well.....
Anyway J, just to say, I love you and will miss you every day of my life - love Mum xxx
Apr 3 2006 09:59 am
hey, i never really knew you, but i can tell your mates loved you so much.
you were a beautiful boy jamie, and youre obviously missed ALOT.
thinking of you. always.xxxElsiexxx
Apr 2 2006 06:51 pm
"...How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine..."
"Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here..."
luv u j<333 still always thinkin of u
<33 emily b
Apr 2 2006 02:00 pm
hello mister
still missing u loads and still have loads of amounts to tell u and it still feels reali weird that ur not here to tell . . . my cat died:( sumone poisoned him how horrible is that:( so hopefulli u can give him a hug from me . . . .
went past a world cup sign yesterday . . . hope we win this year babe just for you, ill keep u posted with regular updates of how were doin u can be sure of that! mike and i got drenched walkin thru manc friday nite and ate sum skittles!! i even had sum last week cos of you :D even tho theres ingredients in them i cant have!! and it made me smile so it was worth it:Dill keep this one short and sweet but write again soon
love you lots
em
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Apr 2 2006 09:53 am
hiya! i done the last pic to the right!
Love
Tasha xxxx
Apr 2 2006 09:44 am
Hi J,.. just wanted to say good morning... hope your ok wherever you are... Its strange, one way or another I think of you every day, theres always something that reminds me of you.. like saturday night.. it was about 1:30am and i was walking through manchester city centre with my friends and there was this little magazine stall still open and i spotted some skittles so i got them coz they reminded me of you.. I dont go to church but seeing as its sunday i'm gonna go and light a candle in the cathedral for you this afternoon.... oh yeah i wasnt going to say this on here because i thought it might upset someone but, well the night you passed away my best friend Em that I live with nearly died like at about 7pm which really freaked me out when my brother told me about you,.. and well, you spoke to her every day on msn which was even more strange. well ill tell you about it shes got MS and sometimes when she gets ill or stressed she kinda well i dnt know what its called but she kinda just sits down coz shes got a sudden headache then she just passes out, but she doesnt pass out as in faint she kinda just leaves her body and shes like,.. well in another world, not asleep or unconsious coz shes awake but its like shes brain dead.. and i have to pick her up and put her in bed and just wait till she comes round which can take hours and whe she wakes up she cant speak or move the left side of her body and that can take even more hours to start working again,.. it doesnt happen very often and when it happens you normaly know its coming way way before it happens.. but the day you died she was completly fine all day. we were watching tv in the evening when she just got up from the sofa walked into the kitchen and colapsed. so i picked her up and layed her down on her bed and she was really bad for a few hours, the worst shed ever been.
Apr 2 2006 09:43 am
she stopped breathing a few times then started again at one point i actualy thought she was dead because she was so lifeless. it really scared me .. anyway the next day when she could finaly speak again she said she had been floating in the room and she could see herself and she went to the door to leave but she couldnt because,... now this is the weird part when i put her in bed i (and i still dont know what made me do it) shut the bedroom door and blocked it with loads of stuff like a hoover and loads of coats and everything big that i could find. we never said any of this at the time coz i didnt think it was apropriate to say it on here but i just did.. and i wanted to tell you about it because it happend at the same time you died and she could nearly have gone with you and its so horrible to think what i would have done if she had died too. and thats why i respect your family so so much because have had to go through the most life shattering thing there is.. and i relly feel the need to give your mum a hug if i ever get to see her again because she was always so nice whenever i saw or spoke to her when i was younger and she is the last person that should ever have to be put through this.... anyway im off coz i got things to do but ill speak to yo again soon..
(this bit is to jamies mum) you probably dont remember me,.. but im michael,.. billys older brother im really sorry that i couldnt come to jamies funeral and offer you any support but i want you to know that i still thing of you every day and hope that the pain your feel now will get easier as time goes by and that your happy that he was your son, nothing can ever take that from you not even death.. you had a great son. he was such a nice guy , especialy just to talk to when i needed someone,.. i miss him loads i hope you phil tanya and chris are ok.. see ya xx michael petherick..
Apr 1 2006 12:50 pm
hey hey J dude
hope ya havin fun up the in bit sky full of angles. i went to cinema last nite to watch v for vendeta n it made my m8 cy bless her. well not long ago my mum brought me some flowers to put in our garden for you wow they growin really fast but they in the kitchen at the moment lol they only tiny so they need to grow bit more first. my mum brought me them because i could not cum to your funeral i live to far away (nottingham) well far. any way enuf of me goin on n on i hope your family are coping well n are supporting each other. n i hope these messages are helping your family and j you had load sof friends and still do i think u wud of been so proud of your sister for doing this for you.
miss you loads j i miss our little talks about nuffin really lol i miss the way u used to make me laugh and they way u knew how to make me smile.
miss you XXxxxXX amy hardy
Apr 1 2006 08:44 am
Hiya j! iv made one of them kl pics 4 u like the ones to the right, done it with the help of my mate kev! i wil send it to your sister or sumfin wen shes online! i still expect u to come online and everyfin is back to normal like its jst a bad dream, im sure lots of your friends n family feel the same! there isnt a day when i dnt fink about u, n wonder wut your doin up there! your proberly having a gr8 time. missin you always j...
Love you
xxxTashaxxx
Apr 1 2006 06:17 am
Love and miss you so much J - M xxx
Mar 31 2006 05:11 pm
Hi J, That Bon Jovi concert isn't going to be at Wembly - you would have been so disappointed. They are talking about putting it at 'The Bowl' Milton Keynes but they have got Robbie Williams, The Rolling Stones and another group to find places for as well. Its only 70,000 people though! I hope one of your friends will still be able to use your ticket because I know you would have enjoyed yourself as much at the Bon Jovi Concert as when you saw England win their friendly in the old Wembly before they knocked it down. I'm really beginning to enjoy some of your music, I hear it everywhere, even Tanya has said some of its OK - you have some brilliant songs on your site. Love you loads kid - just wish you could be going to that concert even if it is now in Milton keynes (You could have stayed with Auntie Julia) -Mum xxx
Mar 31 2006 04:13 pm
WOW today J i found the SMALLEST packet of skittles EVER in my corner shop! and i got THREE red ones and TWO of my green ones tasted like Red ones :o HOW COOL?!?!?! love ou lots and lots and lots and lots! your little shazzy! xxxx
Mar 31 2006 12:12 pm
awww j i was out yesterday n didnt getta put ur flower on ur memorial =( but i already told u y n how srri i am. ill jst hafta put 2 on 2day =P hope heavens doin good 4 ya hehe luv yaa...im slowly learning how 2 do photoshop haha can u believe the computers at skool jst got it n only in webdesign class =( geez haha but at least they hav it now..i LOVE it tho hehe. ne ways i gots 2 get 2 class but luv ya...keep watchin ova ur family n friends hehe i kno u r
<33 emily b
Mar 30 2006 07:01 pm
AH btw thats last comment was from meeee (shazzy)xxxxxx
Mar 30 2006 05:20 pm
all them photos of J bring back such happy memories... some times i can't help but cry at the thought that he's gone, yet i smile and remember that he's still with us in our hearts :-) when i went to town on sat, i sat in the rain on my own and cried! its where i go when i'm down... and i saw jamie in the river... :-) i put my daffodil in the river and you should have seen the ducks swim behind it... it was AMAZING! bless! anyways My bf came over cos he KNEW he'd find me there :-) i miss Jamie sooo mooch!!! nuff lubb to Tanya :-) take care Tina and phil and kris xxxx
Mar 30 2006 03:03 pm
I LOVE OUUU :'( I MISS OU MY JAMIE FOR LIFE! MY ICKLE SKITTLE! (I bet your dancing now ;-) only you know what i mean) LOVE OU J BABES Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Shazzy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Mar 30 2006 01:47 pm
fanxs 2 hu eva that was! im sure he has got lots of friend there too he was was an amazin guy!
love Tasha xxx
Mar 30 2006 01:39 pm
Jamie's myspace address is www.myspace.com/lostangeluk
He has lots of friends there too - he was one lucky guy, when it came to friends
Mar 30 2006 12:20 pm
heyy j...yup mom gave me tons of flowers so ill have one 2 put on ur memorial each day yayy =D its nice 2 go there n chat wit u...course in my head haha i dnt wnna sit there lookin like im talkin 2 myself haha i kno u can hear me ne ways...luv ya n miss u always =D i gotta make ur page on my site bettrrr hehe
welp hope yr doin good in heaven...much luv 2 u n ur fam
<33 emily b
Mar 30 2006 09:14 am
me gain j! so glad it was my last day of college yday for 2weeks! im gonna try and vist you soon and put some flowers down! i was wondering if someone could help me i wana take a look at jamies myspace but im not quite sure how u get on to it! iv updated jamies page on my site if any1 is interested www.xx6BaBy-T9xx.piczo.com missin u j!
Love u
Tasha xxxx
Mar 30 2006 05:45 am
HI J, I felt so sad this morning when i saw i ws the only one who left a msg here yesterday - I always knew thats how it would be - so I popped over to your web site (myspace) and there were loads of msgs for you still. It was great - thank you to you all Billy, Claire, Emma B, Emily, Shaz, Amy, Tasha and so many more, many who never leave their names. it means so much - J would have never beleieved this - thanks - love you J -Tina xxx
Mar 29 2006 04:46 pm
Hi J, the days are passing but its not getting any easier. I keep expecting you to walk through the door. At 5.45pm every night I want to go and pick you up from the train. Everywhere I go, everything I do, I remember you. It is so wonderful but so painful too. I love you J and miss you so much Mum xxx
Mar 28 2006 03:06 pm
ello j! hope ur alrite up der!! so i was on my way to college on the bus sat on the top deck and a boy walks up the stairs, an for a few seconds i thought it was u i think my heart skipped a beat! me n my friend jst looked at eachother wit our mouths open lol he looked just like u...same hair, style and everythink! i also saw sum of your friend around college and on the bus on the way home! wish it was u we saw today! the weather is finally getting a bit warmer i cant wait for the summer! anyways hope ur being a gd angel lol and that you still have that big smile on your face! miss you x
Love you
Tasha xxx
Mar 28 2006 12:24 pm
oh ya n i finished the jamie part of my site incase ne1 wnts 2 c....its not like amzing but stilll hehhe its www.piczo.com/americanxidiot25
Mar 28 2006 12:23 pm
heyy j
it looks like uve been photoshoping the sky hehe its been sooo beautiful lately...although ill admit ive never really appreciated it b4. i was jst readin a few days ago how everyones been gettin signs frm u n i think thats wonderful =D n then i realized uve given me one 2..on saturday in NY i was missing u alottt n i was pretty sad..espcially cuz i was lookin 4 skittles 4 shaz n i found the red skittle smelling lipgloss hahaha i wish i wuda found it when u were still here..not that u wlda worn it...haha but it wlda still been funny. but ne ways later that day mom called me outside n there was the most beautifulll rainbow...it was SOO bright...i ran outside in jst my sox n no coat even tho it was freezing n the ground was wet cuz itd jst rained haha i RAN 2 the end of the hill that overlooks the town (at my grandmas house) n i just stood there...well kinda jumpn up n down 2 avoid TOTALLY soaking my sox hahaha. but it was a wonderful moment..i felt free..i felt like it was u who sent it. so thanks n even if it wasnt it was a moment i needed =) i miss ya j everyday...everyday i bring a flower 2 the "american memorial" well xcept 4 yesterday cuz i cldnt find ne =( there rnt many flowers out yet..mom has jst been lettin me hav hers till they come out 4 spring =D but when they do ill bring one every day i can n even when i cant ill still go bak there 4 a lil. hopefully ill b able 2 visit ur real grave with shazz in a few yrs =D
love u n miss ya...hope ur fam n friends r doin ok...keep watchin over us all
<3 emily b
Mar 27 2006 08:54 pm
that kinda went wrong! lol here
heya J babes! was just sitting and i just got ALL my english coursework done so i logged on to myspace.. and decided that i would start writting another song... it kinda goes like this:
the more you squeeze the less comes out
I just wanted you to stay
The more I give the more you take
I just don't want you to go away
I guess i must move on
And I just want to hear you say
I love you more and more each day
And now that you are on your own
I miss you like the grass does the dawn
I guess i must move on
The more you speak the less I know
I just wanted you to hear
The more I hope the more you fade
I just don't want you to go away
I guess i must move on
Well?!what do ou think? let me know ;-) Love ou! shazzy xxxxxxxxxxx
Mar 27 2006 08:31 pm
heya J babes! was just sitting and i just got ALL my english coursework done so i logged on to myspace.. and decided that i would start writting another song... it kinda goes like this:
the more you squeeze the less comes out
I just wanted you to stay
The more I give the more you take
I just don't want you to go away
I guess i must move on
And I just want to hear you say
I love you more and more each day
And now that you are on your own
I miss you like the grass does the dawn
I guess i must move on
Well?!what do ou think? let me know ;-) Love ou! shazzy xxxxxxxxxxx
The more you speak the less I know
I just wanted you to hear
The more I hope the more you fade
I just don't want you to go away
I guess i must move on
Mar 27 2006 04:03 pm
Hey Jamie. I Was Sifting Thro Aload Of Old Video Tapes Yesterday, The Ones That You Put In A Camrecorder, And I Found Loads Of ones Me Kris And You, Did Wile SkateBoarding They, Made Me Laugh...
Hope Your Doing Okay Pal
xxxxx Billy
Mar 27 2006 08:32 am
HI J,
Oh my boy, god I miss you. Life is just so tough without you, but we have to go on.
Tried to play golf with the boys on Saturday, kept remembering all our games and how every drive of yours was going to reach the green. Great times mate. Keep an eye on all pf us, specially your mum. RIP J love Dad.
ps. I am trying to get an album together of photos of Jamie. If any one has any could they send them to haynes-p@btconnect.com oor if they files are to big drop me a mail and we can sort out a way to get them. Thanks everyone. J's Dad.
Mar 27 2006 05:44 am
Hi J, I'm missing you and love you so much. We lost Joyce, yesterday - its unbelievable. She didn't want to die. She had been so unhappy and in so much pain recently though and the Doctor's just didn't seem to take her seriously. I just felt so numb in the hospital with her - none of this is real. I hope she is, with our Lord now, and reunited with Ted and her family. I wonder if you're see her, she was devastated when she heard about you going. In fact I think she shed as many tears for you as your friends and family. Between us I'm sure we could have made a river!
Yesterday was Mother's day and I remember the card you made for me last year. The photoshop one with the snowman as big as you, it made me smile then as it was so good. I smile at the memory and cry that you're not here, stay close J to your family and friends, we all miss you so much. Love you Jamie. Mum xxx
Mar 27 2006 05:27 am
Matt, Your message was appreciaed - Jamie's family
Mar 26 2006 10:09 pm
DUDE I DIDNT NO U ... U DIDNT NO ME BUT I FOUND UR MYSPACE AN I HAD 2 CUM ON HERE AN SAY RIP AN I GIV MY CONDOLONCES 2 UR FAMILY I CANT IMAGINE WAT IT WUD B LIKE 2 LOSE A FAMILY MEMBA AM BLESSED NOT 2... RIP XXXX MUCH LOVE XXXX MATTHEW DELANEY LIVERPOOL, ENGLAND
